8th November 2014

Well very cold here, raining on and off so expected my hands to hurt today.  Yes right on cue they hurt.  Addisons is showing it's self today too, hands very tanned looking.

Having three major problems does make this harder to find which was is attacking me today.  I have learned that anyone with Behcets or Dercums seem to have other health complications.

Sometimes just wish things were easier, but then I think that maybe I would not appreciate to good days.  This has made me appreicate what I do have in life my son, and our two cats.  I do not know where I would be without my son.  For caring and helping me he won the Child Variety 2012 which I am very proud of.  You see it is hard for him too being Aspergers.

This has had a great impact on his life too, where I was always on the go and now I can't even plan anything, as I never know which enemy is going to attack me, or even where they are going to attack.  I would like to think I will win but some days are hard than others.  I know I am not the only one suffering but we really need to highlight our conditions so more can be done i.e. better treatments and possibly cures for these diseases.

I live for this hope only that I will become me one day, and not dictated by my diseases.

Motto today: Try to make someone else smile.  Gift of laughter is the greatest gift of all.